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yesterday was my birthday ,my 24's birthday

time past so fast   this is the article that i wrote my last birthday http://musicmark.blogbus.com/logs/6277667.html

the attitude is total different between that time and now

life is so hard to image and predict .......

tks to my parents  i am so love you papa & mama

you are my whole world 

i made so many mistakes and argue &fight even lie to you

i feel sorry but i am still true to you two

in one word : i love you , my parents !!!

this period i am busy and i am losing ( i feel )

everyday i cant understand why i am so busy , what i am busy for

i really want quiet work   dont have a lot people bother me

but it is just oppisite , maybe they like me , they like me to help them ...

sometime i feel upset and everyday i am tired

and i really want stop my work and go to travel a little bit

but it still a dream , haha ...

yesterday about 6 o'clock it was began to rain

the sky is so dark  the wind is so strong like hurricane

the rain is not like rain , like someone splash water to you

i sitting in the car , at last the car roof began to leak  ( it is a brand new police sedan )

we cant drive on the road , you only can see about 20 meters front you

like the sky is crying , someone said .....

i begin to worried , for many people , first are worried for my parents , the last one is me ...

i always worried for other people and spend most of my spare time on them

the time i leave to myself is very very less

when i just want to do some of my own things , i always be interrupt by other people

that's why i say"i live for other people" a lot '

i really want to change this situation ,but it is in vain

so let it be , actually i have to let it be , haha ...

it is a quiet birthday to me again , like before

from office to home .dinner , computer , bed .....

i want to say sth  just to release the emothin inside of me

but it seems very hard again

i am confuse and in high press but cant express exactly

so let a song to close this page  , silent ...

the warm and soft vocal make me feel better and sleepable ....

tks

Aquel verano que estuve enfermo

by confused mark

july.3